Re/Turn: Mark 8:27-38

 Second Sunday in Lent

27 Jesus went on with his disciples to the villages of Caesarea Philippi; and on the way he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?” 28 And they answered him, “John the Baptist; and others, Elijah; and still others, one of the prophets.” 29 He asked them, “But who do you say that I am?” Peter answered him, “You are the Messiah.” 30 And he sternly ordered them not to tell anyone about him.

31 Then he began to teach them that the Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again. 32 He said all this quite openly. And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. 33 But turning and looking at his disciples, he rebuked Peter and said, “Get behind me, Satan! For you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”

34 He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 35 For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. 36 For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life? 37 Indeed, what can they give in return for their life? 38 Those who are ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of them the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.” (NRSV)

 

 

            He was the best kind of nonsense, this Jesus.  He was the kind of whirlwind that blew through a people tired of being on the bottom rung, forgotten by the Empire that ruled them until it was time to take the money and the labor that kept that empire running.  He was the kind of balm that soothed not only the soul but the bodies that were broken by this frailty of mortality.  He was the kind of nonsense that made even the most practical of fishermen drop his net and walk toward something only barely glimpsed, a little bit like light in a world of overlapping shadows.

          He spoke the worst kind of nonsense, this Jesus.  How could a ministry that had only barely gotten started be coming to an end where He would be rejected and killed?  What did it mean for Him to say He would rise again, and how would that make the suffering okay?  No—the empire was not yet overthrown, He could not be done.  The people of Israel were still under someone else’s rule; He could not be done.  The covenant of Moses that YHWH would be their God and they would be God’s people still felt lopsided; He could not be done.  “You do not mean to say that, Jesus,” was the only response that made any kind of sense.

          “Get behind me, Satan,” Jesus said, and Peter froze.  Satanas—what has become Satan, the transliterated word for adversary, a title rather than a name but a powerful one nonetheless.  It was satanas who had broken Job’s life into pieces, satanas who came and stole away the seeds that did not find nurturing ground in the parable of the sower,[1] satanas who had tempted Jesus in the wilderness after the Spirit had thrown Him to the desert.  Peter had just named Jesus Messiah—now Jesus was naming Peter “adversary.”

          But Jesus was not finished.  Not only could the followers, disciples and crowd alike, not stand in the way of his saying that this hope would have an end, but those who followed that light in the shadowed world, those who fell for that best kind of nonsense—they would have to bear too much.  “Take up your cross,” He said to the crowd of people who knew exactly what a cross was.  The Romans lined the roads with them, sickly orchards of dire warnings—this is what happens to those who believe in nonsense, in hope, in a life beyond the empire’s rules that tell you exactly how far out of line you can get and absolutely no further.  The dying were part of the landscape, their skin cracked open under the sun, the joints of their limbs dripping blood like sap onto the thirsty ground.  Take up your cross and follow?  What kind of life was that?  How could Jesus ask for something like that from the ones who just wanted a leader who would save them?

          We Christians of the 21st century have become so used to the cross symbol that we hardly see it, let alone flinch at it.  Even as I stand here in this pulpit, I have two crosses behind me and one on the paraments of the altar.  I have a cross—a crucifix, actually, which means it has a depiction of Jesus’ body instead of simply being the shape—in my pocket right now.  The concept of “take up your cross” is so familiar that we sometimes shrug at annoyances like a hard-to-please father-in-law and say well, it’s my cross to bear.

          We have glorified the cross because we, as Christians, celebrate that death did not have the final word with Christ and the cross was no longer the powerful symbol of death and pain and power that it once was.  Every time we put a cross in a prominent place of decoration, we are mocking the power of the Empire and scorning the fear that was used to control citizens.  But we must take care that such glory does not outshine the very real warning Jesus is issuing here.

          “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it.”  Jesus had just finished dressing down Peter for Peter’s attempt to override Jesus’ prediction of suffering and sorrow, and it may seem that Jesus is doubling down on the doom and gloom.  Professor Matt Skinner writes that, “Peter’s claim, ‘You are the Christ,’ makes an astounding statement. So far, Jesus hasn’t done anything that looks particularly ‘Christ’-like. The few intertestamental Jewish texts that mention ‘the Christ’ paint a very different picture. This means Peter’s comment is anticipatory. Peter cannot be saying, ‘The stuff you’re doing, Jesus, reminds me of those obscure references we find in some writings about a uniquely anointed — that is, divinely authorized — deliverer.’ No, by calling Jesus ‘the Christ,’ at this point in the story, Peter declares, ‘I think you’re the one who will purify our society, reestablish Israel’s supremacy among the nations, and usher in a new era of peace and holiness. I’m expecting big things from you.’  No wonder Peter lays into Jesus in verse 32. Suffering? Rejection? Killed? Wasn’t Jesus paying attention when Peter said he was the Christ? Everything Jesus describes in verse 31 would appear to disqualify him from being that person.”[2]

          “You are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things,” Jesus says to Peter, and then He speaks of taking up a cross, of giving up one’s life, of suffering, of these extremely human moments that will be wrapped into the experience of the divine in ways far beyond human understanding.  It is not doom and gloom but a corrective response to Peter’s rebuke—you think the Messiah is going to be someone who throws your enemies to the dust, who raises you, who makes everything easier.  You have heard—but I say.

          This scene is almost exactly halfway in the book of Mark and Jesus is taking the opportunity to state very clearly not only who He is but what He is on earth to do before anybody goes any further in following Him.  The Messiah has not come as a king to conquer the empire and institute His own—the Messiah has come to challenge the system itself, to tear down the institutions that keep people on the margins, that uphold the rich at the expense of the poor, that glut themselves on violence against creation.  The Messiah has come to build God’s kingdom and it will not look like anything Peter has known before—and the things Peter knows will not be happy to be so replaced.

          The United States passed the half-million mark this week of COVID deaths.[3]  That is just under the 2019 estimated population of Atlanta, Georgia.[4]  We have lost an Atlanta’s worth of people to this disease.  Our cross in the 21st century is no longer a wooden construction lining the roads we walk in the empire; it is actively working against the ways others are crucified for profit, or convenience, or disdain.  It is refusing to be silent when 500,000 people are dead and instead demanding that businesses, family members, and friends continue to take precautions of distance and masking and to be vaccinated as soon as they can.  It is drawing attention to the fact that communities of color are as much as three times more at risk of dying from the disease as white communities.[5]  It is championing a living wage for the people in jobs considered essential enough to have to go in to work but not essential enough to be paid fairly.  It is demanding change from a denomination that has put off its own reckoning for too long and is stumbling in the snarls of it while the world reels from too many catastrophes.  It is doing the hard work of finding the ways we, I, have settled for something that doesn’t hurt as much as a cross, have been content with making it ornamental rather than feeling its splinters in my shoulders.

          To take up my cross and give up my life means admitting that the vows I took at my confirmation of baptism have to be vows that matter every day.

          It is a gift, to have Arista and her family here, to be able to baptize her even amidst the precautions that keep us all safe.  It is a gift to be reminded of what we who have gone through the rite have sworn:  I do renounce the spiritual forces of wickedness and repent of my sin.  I will accept the freedom and power God gives me to resist evil, injustice, and oppression in whatever forms they present themselves.  I do confess Jesus Christ as Lord in Whose grace I put my whole trust, promising to serve.[6]

          Promising to take up my cross and lose my life.

          “Return.”  To go back to a place or a person; to turn one’s attention back to something.[7]  We are in the wilderness, Church, and not just because it’s Lent.  We are in the wilderness of a world that asks us to buy into a god that grants us what we want so that we will stop bothering people about difficult things like equity and love that values the other simply because they exist in this world and we, like Peter, have so many days when we do not want to hear anything about suffering, loss, grief, pain.  But Christ calls us to give up our lives so that we might find them.  We who stand in the 21st century get to hear Jesus’ words of suffering and death knowing that the story goes on.  We understand what the crowd and the disciples didn’t:  that Jesus saying He would be raised again was not an empty gesture of comfort.  Christ did not stay dead, thanks be to God, which is why the cross does not frighten us, why the grave does not have the same power over us, why the work of standing against the empire is something that we can face with the strength of the Spirit rather than bowing before in the fright of the fallen.  In the work of God’s love that reaches out to all in invitation to wholeness, we are given back the lives that we freely gave with the realization that they are not ours—they are on loan to us, these lives, so that we might do God’s work with them, might shoulder our crosses and follow that marvelous nonsense of light into a shadowy world.

          We make the choice every day to return not to what we know will not hurt us, what we find comfortable and safe, but to return to the God Who calls us into the unknown with the promise that whatever happens, we will not encounter it alone.  We take up the cross of being counter-cultural to build a whole different kind of kingdom that raises the lowly, celebrates the outcast, welcomes all to the table that has enough.  We return to the vows that bind us to this faith and say that we cannot do this alone and God says yes, I know, and here are all the people and resources I will give you to do the work to which you are called.  And we return to the One Who calls us, Who suffered before us, died before us, was resurrected before us; Who knows how deep the valleys sink and how high the mountaintops soar.

          Return, child of God.  Return to the cross that scrapes at your hands and hold them to the Healer Whose hands are scarred.  Return to the life that is no longer yours and delight in wonder that it is a prized possession of the God Who made it in the first place.  Return every day to the life of faith that is filled not only with suffering but with joy, for the Spirit was given us in reminder that we do not do any part of this alone and we need not mortally fear what we are being asked to build.  Greater, after all, is the One Who is in me than all the ferocity of the systems that are in the world.

          May Christ give us the strength to choose this returning each day, the courage to bear the suffering that is inevitable, and the faith that goes so deep that we can lean on it when our own legs buckle beneath us, steadying us in the knowledge that resurrection is real and the cross is only a part of the life we are given.  Amen.

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