Together: Isaiah 6:1-8

 Trinity Sunday

In the year of King Uzziah’s death, I saw the Lord sitting on a high and exalted throne, the edges of his robe filling the temple. Winged creatures were stationed around him. Each had six wings: with two they veiled their faces, with two their feet, and with two they flew about. They shouted to each other, saying:

“Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of heavenly forces!
All the earth is filled with God’s glory!”

The doorframe shook at the sound of their shouting, and the house was filled with smoke.

I said, “Mourn for me; I’m ruined! I’m a man with unclean lips, and I live among a people with unclean lips. Yet I’ve seen the king, the Lord of heavenly forces!”

Then one of the winged creatures flew to me, holding a glowing coal that he had taken from the altar with tongs. He touched my mouth and said, “See, this has touched your lips. Your guilt has departed, and your sin is removed.”

Then I heard the Lord’s voice saying, “Whom should I send, and who will go for us?”

I said, “I’m here; send me.” (CEB)

    I’ve been watching a series on Netflix called “Hilda,” based on a British graphic novel series of the same name.  The animated episodes follow the adventures of blue-haired 11-year-old Hilda, a girl who grew up with her mother in the wilderness and moves to the town of Trolberg after her house is flattened by a giant.  See, the thing about the series “Hilda” is that the common elements of making new friends, learning how to ride bikes, and navigating having to do homework are right alongside the fantastical adventures of befriending elves, warding off stone trolls, fighting with nightmare-inducing witches called marra, and chasing house-sized dogs through the physics-bending pouches of the universe in which you always lose your spare change.[1]

          It’s a very strange show, which is what makes it fun.  You never know how the next episode is going to bend the reality that is familiar to us in this world and treat some off-the-wall dream as a completely normal part of existence.  The show reminds me to think of the world with some of the adventurous imagination that I’ve lost in my adulthood, not because the world is filled with stone trolls but because of all the strange things that really do exist.

          Today is Trinity Sunday, part of the Western calendar since the 10th century, the one Sunday of the liturgical year in which the Church takes a moment to contemplate the way in which we think about the relational dance that is God—and that may well be one of the strangest things of which I know.  All our human attempts to explain or describe God fall short, as the mystery is part of God’s description.  We even wrestle with how to name there being different parts of God—to talk about the Trinity means we have to talk about there being three Persons but only one God, and how exactly those Persons interact, and what does it mean to say they multiply each other rather than add,[2] and just which part of God are we dealing with these days. 

This text from Isaiah invites us to something as strange and unexpected as anything found in “Hilda.”  We begin in concrete reality: “in the year of King Uzziah’s death.”  Dr. John Holbert notes that, “That year is 740/739 B.C.E. Uzziah had become king some 45 years before that, and had become a leper about 750, requiring the appointment of a regent to rule publically [sic] in his place. The death of a long-reigning king is always an occasion of political uncertainty, and it is fully appropriate that Isaiah should feel the sharp call of YHWH at such a time.”[3]

          We in the United States who weathered an intense leadership change in the last year can sympathize that the world seems a little rocky while things are transitioning.  Isaiah finds himself in the Temple—not a bad place to be in moments of uncertainty, really.  After national moments of grief or shock, attendance at worship spaces spikes for a while because we humans often reach beyond what is earthly to what is somehow more, seeking the inexplicable for inexplicable times.

          And Isaiah certainly gets inexplicable.  “I saw the Lord sitting on a high and exalted throne,” he says, describing winged creatures—in Hebrew, seraphim (שְׂרָפִ֨ים), a word meaning “fiery ones” or “burned ones”[4]—surrounding the throne as the Lord’s robe tumbles out to fill the Temple, each creatures shouting so loudly that they shook the doorframe.  Curling around them, in addition to their six wings, was smoke.  This is not what one normally sees when one comes to church—unless y’all are having a rather different experience than I am.  (Perhaps those of you watching along from elsewhere have a more fantastical browser open behind this tab?)

          It is a moment to remind us that one of the many, many faces of God is awe-some, in the original linguistic sense of inspiring awe.  God is “wholly Other,” a phrase used in the 1917 book The Idea of the Holy by Rudolf Otto to say that God can be so tremendous and overwhelming in God-ness that we can’t help but fall down before that majesty.  It is the response Isaiah has; his words are not, “Oh, God, I’ve been meaning to ask You a few things” or “oh, how much I’ve longed to meet You!” but “Mourn for me; I’m ruined!”

          This is not everybody’s favorite face of God.  In fact, it’s a face that has been used to great harm on many who have been told that they are the ones with unclean lips, that they are the ones who should cower before this holy God Who surely is disgusted by them.  When we consider the Trinity, this is not the Person to Whom many would turn—we often prefer the quicksilver action of the Spirit or the human kindness of Jesus.  Yet on this Trinity Sunday we face the fact that God is so much bigger than a dove or a man in sandals.  Those are certainly part of this Being, but so is this enthroned wonder—and it is part of the adventure of faith to allow ourselves to be bowled over by the fantastic and strange.

          As we consider that which is awe-some, let us note that God’s reaction to Isaiah’s grief-stricken response is not scorn or horror; it is salvation.  “Your guilt has departed, and your sin is removed,” says the seraph who held the coal against Isaiah’s lips, and immediately after God openly asks for one to send among God’s people, accepting Isaiah’s volunteered request that he be the one sent.

          Even in this moment of a vision stranger than any stone troll or friendly elf, God reaches out in reparative relationship.  When Isaiah feels that he cannot remain in the presence of God, God makes it possible.  After the death of an earthly king, this King of all kings offers both an incredibly wild vision and the support for Isaiah to minister to God’s people—unsuccessfully, as we discover if we keep reading in chapter six, but wholeheartedly.  “Here I am; send me,” says Isaiah, because the only response he can have after seeing this aspect of God and hearing that he is welcome right where he stands is to say yes, use me, whatever comes next.  And God say okay, I can work with this.

          The vision is both weird and entirely normal, much like the adventures of little Hilda.  As Dr. Melinda Quivik explains, “Standing in the holy sanctuary, the narrator has a vision which tells something about the Holy One and also about the narrator. God’s presence is so large, the narrator says, the hem of the Lord’s robe alone fills the temple space. This is vastness. Strange but faithful creatures envelop the throne. Smoke obscures the whole scene. We are used to the images of fire and smoke, cloud and height being associated with God. It is all here. And, in comparison with that grandeur, we see ourselves, along with the narrator, as puny and inadequate. But God’s power to cleanse and make whole is ready to do its work.

“The vision is one of grandeur that lies outside the scope of normal human experience, and yet it is described as happening at a specific historical time, namely, when King Uzziah died in 8th century BCE, the time of the prophets Amos and Hosea. Uzziah was admired for having enhanced the kingdom’s agriculture with new wells and watchtowers in the wilderness, and he built up the army.”  An entirely understandable human king gets eclipsed by an entirely ineffable divine marvel and we here on Trinity Sunday have to reckon with the fact that this, too, is God.  God is the Jesus Who called Mary by name in the garden and Who invited a tax collector to eat with Him; God is the Spirit Who danced in tongues of flame on the disciples’ head and opened their mouths to speak languages they never learned; and God is the King Who sits surrounded by bizarre burning ones shouting God’s holiness to the rafters.

But what does it matter?  As Rev. Cynthia Bourgeault points out, “With so many urgent practical issues facing spiritual humanity, why waste time with the Trinity, a doctrine that most of the world (and even much of Christianity) regards as contrived and irrelevant?  It takes a real stretch of the theological imagination to claim that it was ever part of the original Jesus teachings or that it does a single ting to clarify or enhance these teachings. In fact, the eminent twentieth-century theologian Karl Rahner has claimed that if the Trinity were to quietly disappear out of Christian theology, never to be mentioned again, most of Christendom would not even notice its absence.”[5]

I offer two main reasons on this Sunday in 2021 after a year of pandemic and unrest, poised as we are on the edge of so many uncertainties:  the Trinity matters for wonder and flexibility.

First, wonder.  At every age, we must be able and willing to be flummoxed by the world.  Things like giraffes exist; how long has it been since you thought about how wild it is that giraffes exist?  Or that blue comes in so many shades?  Or that trees send each other messages through root systems?  Or that the planet is tilted in just such a way that my friends in New Zealand are experiencing winter as I begin summer?  We are creations of a creative God Who invites us to use that creativity, that sense of wonder, to make space for mystery.  Isaiah’s vision reminds us that there are parts of the universe we will never understand, which is not an indictment against questions at all but is a reassurance that we are allowed to simply marvel.  God is weirder than a giraffe and bluer than the sky or the sea and subtler than the trees and more capable of containing dichotomies than a planet experiencing multiple seasons all the time.  When we come to God, we can open our arms to the vastness of Who God is and find ourselves wrapped up in the wonder of the reality that that God knows us by name and loves us, loves me, loves you.  Yes, you.

Second, flexibility.  Isaiah did not go into the Temple expecting to meet seraphim and a room-filling robe clothing God.  But that’s what he got—and, as Dr. Holbert points out, his response set the pattern for our worship even thousands of years later:  praise, confession, forgiveness, and response.[6]  Isaiah understood that in that moment, it wasn’t God Who needed to shift; it was him.  “Mourn for me, I’m ruined!...Yet I’ve seen the King.”  He accepted the coal, accepted the pardon, and said here I am; send me. 

We do not see the moving pieces of the world; sometimes, we have enough trouble seeing the moving pieces of our own lives.  But God appears in whatever form or face is needed and says, “Whom shall I send?”  Are we flexible enough to say this is not what I expected, this call is different than I’d planned for but okay, send me?

This is an odd day, and an odd text, which is fitting because it’s an odd time.  But hold to the wonder and the flexibility, Church.  Hold to the God Who is never only one thing because we, too, are never only one thing.  Peter Lockhart writes, “The paradox of our Christian existence is that whilst we are born from above, whilst signs of the kingdom do break in, whilst we do with one voice praise God with the sanctus, we live in the tension of still having unclean lips. We harm one another, in pride we compete for power and position, we neglect the cry of our brothers and sisters who do not even have the basic necessities of life. We carry a message of love and hope yet struggle to be all that we are called to be, even to those whom we love most dearly.

“We are the world for whom Christ died; we have been saved, we have been made whole. We are constantly being renewed by his love as we continue to enter his presence to have our lips touch by the burning coal and like Isaiah, like Nicodemus, we are given an opportunity to respond, saying ‘Here I am send me’, even when the message we carry is a difficult one to understand, live by and proclaim to a world that wants to ignore it.”[7]

How shall you respond to the God Who calls to you?  I don’t know what form God will take; if it’s a King surrounded by seraphim, let me know because that would be an intense vision.  But it may also be a friend nudging you down a new path, or a stranger asking you to consider something anew, or even a Netflix cartoon saying look, look at how strange and beautiful the world is.

May we have our eyes open to this singular God Who invites us to a multiplicity of exhausting, difficult, marvelous, sacred things.  Amen.



[2] Anecdotally, the ELCA pastor Wendell Hendershott took the usual formula of discussing the Trinity (1+1+1 still equals 1 somehow) and said no, it is 1x1x1=1.  Each Person multiplies the others in the relational dance.

[4] Ibid.

[5] Bourgeault, The Holy Trinity and the Law of Three (Boulder, CO:  Shambhala Publications, Inc., 2013), 1.

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